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i'm @ a breaking point where if i want to learn, i either need a macbook or a new place to office while @ work. if i continue to not be able to have a reasonable amount of quiet time/privacy at work, i won't be learning anything. i'm getting no privacy right now @ work.

a wise man can form his own conclusions

i watched the history channel tonight, which was my reward for laboring over a clean bathroom. my interest was peaked when i found that the history channel could step in just ten days after such a tragedy and bring to light a very informative and unbiased analysis of what occurred in blackburg on monday, april 16, 2007.

tonight i learned much more of the killer and the students who are left to make sense out of such a devastating event. correct me if i'm wrong here chad (the only friend i have who carries a history degree), but i believe history to be rewarding because it's not to be dissected for its politics, but rather only for its facts. and that's what the history channel gave me tonight: facts. a breath of fresh air, they didn't try to make sense out of all of it, but only the situation at hand.

what we all should know is that everyone feels something for that campus right now, whether they know it or not. we can busy ourselves and desensitize ourselves and see it just as another headline, but when we slow down to think things through, we begin to feel for those involved. just because we are busy doesn't mean we shouldn't slow down to grieve for the loss of 31 lives and pray for those in blacksburg to be renewed with God's hope.

why did clark kent get screwed?

for the last six years, i've been known to watch smallville semi-regularly. if you're not familiar, it's this drama tv show on the wb about Clark Kent during his high school years. i really got out of watching it & have probably only watched a few episodes between its numerous seasons.

most honestly, lana lang is the reason i watch -- we have the same birthday, along with tiger woods. it's hot. lana is hot, not tiger -- anyway, there was a rerun just yesterday & i caught part of it. lana is a mystery b/c you don't ever know why she's in the series & not lois lane, but you like it b/c she's way hotter than lois ever possibly could dream to be and she delivers her lines much better than some nerdy girl named lois.

like any "good" soap opera, apparently you don't miss much when you don't watch. i jumped into a part of the story and knew exactly what was going on. clark's dad had just won the a public office of some sort over lex luthor. lex was really frustrated with the entire kent family. clark proposes to lana. lana gets killed in a car accident on the very same day by lex.

what gives? so this is how you write my birthday-sharing mistress out of the show?! such script-writing deserves a big wtf!! clark deserves her. clark shouldn't have to go through this crap. clark & lana were it. why do bad things happen to good guys like clark? why does he have to wait? why must he suffer? why should her family suffer?

psalm 90. a mediation on it.

if a thousand years to You are like grass sprouting up then that counts for about 5 days, because I cut my grass about every five days and every week when i cut the grass, new grass just completely replaces the old and nothing really remains but that old lawnmower which has been owned by someone for decades. and decades pass, but yet this grass-cutting machine continues to guzzle unleaded fuel like i drink espresso and though its blades seem like somewhat of a safety hazard to me, the grass continues to need cutting. behold, the old is gone and the new has sprung forth. yes indeed, new life has sprung forth, the week's grass has sprung forth, a new generation of people in desperation has sprung forth and who will mow the grass this week?

wednesday, april the eleventh

i'm on vacation for the next five days. i looked into buying a laptop today and i went so close to living outside my means. but i talked some financial sense into myself like i was raised to do and determined that emptying my savings account for a $2800 macbook was not in my better interest. i will be reading (and writing) much over the next few days as i retreat to rediscover the things to which God has called me.

my life consists of blessing upon blessing upon blessing upon blessing upon blessing. my career has begun @ BR and I believe those who surround me are some of the most talented, brilliant and dynamic individuals. i am daily inspired. could one ask to be inspired 365 days/year? i am working the dream job. thank you, God. thank you, dear Lord. thank you, Jesus. praise to You for blessing upon blessing upon blessing.

google 411

google offers free 411 service <--welcome to the world of never needing a phone number ever again

my good friend..

..brandon & i just hung out. it was quite the spontaneous meet-up. he was @ the roasterie & i just happened to be going there for some saturday morning coffee. we probably think alike, since we drink the office espresso monday thru friday. the caffeine addiction has us going SOME where for a fix of good jo.

so anyway, we just talked code (actionscript, css/js tie-ins, the new cs3 which our team will be getting and other general nerdiness). but we did connect, getting to talk about our team-structure and for the most part it was just good convo.

except for one thing. i now feel like i NEED a macbook pro. yuck. someone save me from the large expenditure which that will entail.

self-education

i was telling someone last night that learning is really important to me, as a web designer & i'm getting absolutely no time to continue learning in my current position. things change daily on the web. you have to stay ahead of the times.

what up with that!??